spilling out my mind

INI POSTING NYAMPAH BANGET GA MEANING TAPI EMANG DI OTAK SAYA LAGI KAYAK BEGINI

heartless heartless heartless TOTAL HEARTLESS AH BITCH

INI SEMACAM KUTUKAN
tapi kalau bilang ini kutukan berarti saya nyalahin keadaan dong
PADAHAL INI SALAH SAYA AH BRENGSEK

im jerk jerk jerk totally jerk
you know what? im heartless i dont know where it goes
if im not mistaken, im brainless too!
i acted stupid, well, im stupid
im pretty sure that i knocked my head to the wall several times so i couldnt think well

ho skarang harus gmana
wad sud i du wad sud i du
fak banget nih

rasanya ga cukup kalo langsung dimaafin
saya maunya anda marah dulu dan saya ngemisngemis minta maaf
sama anda sama temanteman anda
ato emang sebenernya saat anda bilang gapapa, anda marah?
tuh kan heartless sayanya
ga ngerti cara baca perasaan orang

berawal dari: YOU DONT KNOW ME
kemudian: I'VE TOLD YOU THINGS ABOUT ME
yang: I AM MEAN (i really meant it), I AM ARROGANT, I AM A LIAR (you knew, right?), I AM AN ANTI-SOCIAL (everysinglesocialthing that i went through is really made me sick), AND OTHER BAD ADJECTIVES AND NOUNS THAT COULD BE GIVEN TO ME
tapi: YOU DON'T EVEN CARE, YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES, PRETENDING NOT SEEING ANY OF THOSE
yang berujung: I HURT YOU, F!

all italic words arent important
bolded one is the main topic
SORRY IS NEVER ENOUGH
well i really hope it's enough
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

berasa pengen mati muda jadinya
tapi ibadah aja kagak pernah bener
mau bawa dosa?
dih amit amit amit amit amit jangan sampe deh