NO!

You see, when I really like something and I want to share, I don't shove it other people's throat. It's his/her choice to like it or not. If other people have something that I like, I WILL ask for it and I will like it THE WAY I SEE IT, not HOW THEY like it.

Enough whining.

I have better things to do. I want to show you two things I had done recently. First, as I told you in previous post, I had my hair cut and it ended up super messy. Second, I tried to draw on canvas using watercolor for the very first time in my entire life.

My bangs go wild!

'I said NO!' - My very first attempt painting on canvas, a girl tried to say no to her overly pushy friend.

I should practice more.

just me being unfair

apakah harus begitu?

selalu membuat orang berada dalam keadaan merasa bersalah
dan kemudian tertawa licik?

masnya nggantheng

tapi mulutnya mintak ditapuk, sini mas tak tapuknya ♥

spilling out my mind

INI POSTING NYAMPAH BANGET GA MEANING TAPI EMANG DI OTAK SAYA LAGI KAYAK BEGINI

heartless heartless heartless TOTAL HEARTLESS AH BITCH

INI SEMACAM KUTUKAN
tapi kalau bilang ini kutukan berarti saya nyalahin keadaan dong
PADAHAL INI SALAH SAYA AH BRENGSEK

im jerk jerk jerk totally jerk
you know what? im heartless i dont know where it goes
if im not mistaken, im brainless too!
i acted stupid, well, im stupid
im pretty sure that i knocked my head to the wall several times so i couldnt think well

ho skarang harus gmana
wad sud i du wad sud i du
fak banget nih

rasanya ga cukup kalo langsung dimaafin
saya maunya anda marah dulu dan saya ngemisngemis minta maaf
sama anda sama temanteman anda
ato emang sebenernya saat anda bilang gapapa, anda marah?
tuh kan heartless sayanya
ga ngerti cara baca perasaan orang

berawal dari: YOU DONT KNOW ME
kemudian: I'VE TOLD YOU THINGS ABOUT ME
yang: I AM MEAN (i really meant it), I AM ARROGANT, I AM A LIAR (you knew, right?), I AM AN ANTI-SOCIAL (everysinglesocialthing that i went through is really made me sick), AND OTHER BAD ADJECTIVES AND NOUNS THAT COULD BE GIVEN TO ME
tapi: YOU DON'T EVEN CARE, YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES, PRETENDING NOT SEEING ANY OF THOSE
yang berujung: I HURT YOU, F!

all italic words arent important
bolded one is the main topic
SORRY IS NEVER ENOUGH
well i really hope it's enough
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

berasa pengen mati muda jadinya
tapi ibadah aja kagak pernah bener
mau bawa dosa?
dih amit amit amit amit amit jangan sampe deh

current status

dari ini --> klik klik klik

jadi ini
ga banyak sih bedanya, makin jelek malah
belum pake scanner juga haha

mau bikin video tapi saya lagi batuk, jadi suara serak dan kadang tercekat gituuu
mau upload video yang lama, kok pas diliat lagi ga ada yang bener

apa lagi yah

oh saya capek
jadi moodswing gitu
kayak orang sinting
yaudah sih

no kidding

i have hearing problem
well, i don't know if it's a hearing problem or not but sometimes i can't understand what people say, even when the person talking right in front of me, i was like: "huh? sorry?" If you ask me: "but, did you hear his/her voice?". OF COURSE I DO! I just can't understand what are they talking about

and

and

and

my GPA score is decreased wambam! thanks to myself because i was so lazy in semester 2 grrrrr really need booster for next semester

and

and

and

utang puasa saya masih banyak

HAHA -_-

semoga saya tidak posesif (INSYA ALLAH AMIN)

timbang tunangannya diajak reunian doang sampe segitunya sampeyan ini
mendingan saya ngajak maen pria singgel tunjukkan kehebatanmu! (quote dari mas choki2 di stasiun televisi swasta itu)

apa liat2 (jadi galak ceritanya)
iya emang saya suka ngomongin orang di belakangnya doang
daripada di depannya langsung nanti saya didamprat sama calon mertuenye die
hayo
mau saya didamprat? ketik reg sepasi damprat kirim ke na deh!

hash!
jadi ingat sama sms salah satu teman saya tadi malam

Mieinstant
Hoaahm

oh bukan, ini tadi pagi



saya ini sudah kotor, ngga berniat untuk nambah jadi busuk lagi karena kebencian
tapi yah namanya manusia damar, sadar ngga sadar pasti punya rasa ngga suka sama sesuatu ya kan ya kan?
eh tapi abis ngepost ini serius insya Allah saya udah ngga nyimpen hatred lagi
cuma pengen share aja hahahaha

lah judulnya kagak nyambung ama isi
bialin (sok imyut :p)