Sunday, February 28, 2010

i want more pizzas!

Just a short post in the morning because I am so tired but happy offey coursey parce-que hier je suis allée à la plage avec mes amies.. i mean, yesterday i went to the beach wif my fwends :D (my language getting random lol) i'll tell you the story tomorrow.

Now here's some photos from the pizza party that my sister held in February, 20th. T






canon eos 500d resize i forgot my glasses

Again, I'm too lazy to put watermark [-(

Where is the party?
Pizzas are too delicious so i forgot to take picture of the party! *giggle* I took them inside the car.

Congratulations, sist! Wish you luck and all best thing in your life :)

Friday, February 26, 2010

i just recovered

from my stupid ill.

anyway i took this when i rested at my sister's bedroom






canon eos 500d resize trembling hands

i forget to give watermark (actually i'm too lazy to give watermark)

today's photo quote :

"a picture is a poem without words" -Confucius

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

seriously, this isnt serious post :D just for fun lol

guess what!

I

AM

GONNA

WRITE

ABOUT

MY TYPE

ROFLOLMAO

sounds disgusting, eh? or you are curious now? Giggle

i will not write about : handsome,kind,cute,funny,blah blah and blah because i think every girl think the same and of course i want that kinda man =P (Razz)

1. man who always remind me about doing the prayer
2. man who understand me and need people to understand him (that would be me)
3. man who listen to my fairy-tales and children stories
4. man who have same passion with me : art and music
5. man who can lead me to the right way

this is not important. maybe i'll delete it. or maybe not. hahahaha. i think im going crazy now.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

i have to stop this

I'm a procrastinator. I postpone everything. Assignment from school, college, people's requests, everything. I don't know why, but i like doing that assignment near to the deadline. When I was in highschool, I used to do my assignment the night before that work have to be submitted. I know, that's not a good habit, but it feels, mmm, I don't know what it is, the thing is i like when i my adrenaline boosts. My mom and my sister said, 'you don't sleep because you doing the assignment, right? you have to submit it tomorrow, eh? i see you just relaxing and playing, why don't you do it days before? how if the lights off or our printer out of ink?'. It sucks. But I know they're right.

I realize that procrastinate is not a good thing. I want to change. Well, honestly, I've tried to change my lifestyle, but it only work for like three days and I just stick back to my habit. Sometimes I think it really horrifying to live life like this, always delay everything, you know what, I even delay don't do the prayer. What a shame :(

I don't know when God will take away my life
,but why I still ignore God?

I'm moslem. I don't wear hijab (I seriously don't know when will i wear it for ever). I seldom do the prayer. There's totally something wrong with me. This is disease. I have to get rid of this disease. I surely don't want to go to the place called hell. BIG NO! Unfortunately, everytime i think of leaving my procrastinating habit, i always think, 'Ok, I'll start tomorrow'. Miserable.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

do you ever feel like this?


conceptual self-portrait canon eos 500d photoshop

ignored

nobody care

without any reason

so i
start fading away

you didnt recognize me anymore

and i just can draw a smile in my face

I Stop Burn My Money

i proudly announce that for this several month :

I QUIT SMOKING :)

Well, that makes me a passive smoker and some of my friends (that smoke) said being a passive smoker is worse than be an active one. But i didnt find that not smoking is bad. Really. Bye-bye diseases and welcome more money lol ;p

Saturday, February 13, 2010

all i want to say is

I SIMPLY HATE YOU. YEAH YOU.


BUAT SATU HELAI ORANG YANG BAKAL ADA DISEKITAR GUE SELAMA BEBERAPA TAHUN OH FREAK , GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH

Friday, February 12, 2010

Again, Dream Dream Dream

Now i'm in the progress to be a photographer, real photographer.

But i still wanna be..


image from here
Children Illustrator
Why children illustrator? I love reading children books since i was a children until now! They have interesting pictures. More interesting picture, more interesting the story is. I really excited when i saw illustration for children. I want to make other children feel the same. I want to see them smile when they see my illustrations, i want to see them explore their imagination after seeing my illustrations. I want to make them happy.


image from here
Contemporary Dancer
I'm not kidding, yes, i want to be a dancer. I dance in my bedroom, stairs, family room, dining room and living room. I do really random dancing. Sometime i do ballet, sometime disco-ing, some other time goyang dangdut :D I do cheers in front of big mirror in my dining room.
Contemporer dance really mesmerize me. The movement is so random but beatifully done. Sometime so mysterious yet so gorgeous. There is a story behind the dance. I love dance, i love stories, i got combo, right? ;)


Singer
I adore Coeur de Pirate, Adele, Ingrid Michaelson, Kate Nash, Meiko, SoKo, Regina Spektor and Frau, i like their voices. I want to be a singer like them. But i don't think this gonna be happen. Why? Because my voice is.. errr.. i dont wanna be rude to myself :p It's just not really good to listen to :D Sometimes i record my own voice, singing some songs and when i play it back, i was just like okay, my voice is not listenable, bathroom is perfect place for me to sing. I even don't like to go to karaoke. But it's okay. I just can pray in a morning some fairies sprinkle their magic dusts to me and i become a good singer :)


Pianist
My all-time dream.. Since i was in first grade i always want to be a pianist. I tapped my finger randomly on keyboard. I kept tapping and tapping and tapping and i found out that i really like the voice of piano. After i played the keyboard, i got out my parent's room and met my father, he said, "who played the keyboard? it was really good." I smiled, maybe from ear to ear like joker :]
But now i'm stuck. Sigh. Help, anybody?

It's okay right, to have much dreams? Cause it is soooo exciting and fun to me :) So, what are your dreams ?

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Sunday Night

Benar-benar malam yang bodoh.

Hari-hari sebelumnya kakak saya bercerita tentang sepupu kami yang bisa makan tim-tam dalam sekali waktu. Langsung saja saya bilang, "Ah biasa aja tuh, aku juga bisa"

"Dek, mbak aja makan satu udah eneg tau"

"Biasa aja, aku bisa, makan tim-tam doang"

"Beneran yah bisa, aku beliin tim-tam tapi kamu harus ngabisin dalam satu hari! Oke?"

Merasa tertantang, saya jawab saja, "OK! Kamu yang beliin yah!"

"OK, kalo ngga habis, kudu diganti duitnya"

Akhirnya dia belikan juga tim-tamnya. Tim-tam choco-vanilla. Heuuh. Saya bilang padanya kalo saya akan melaksanakan tantangan tersebut hari Minggu. OK. Sudah hari Minggu. Entah kenapa dengan bodohnya pada Minggu sore sebelum saya melaksanakan tantangan, bukannya mengosongkan perut, saya malah ngemil cukup banyak, di kulkas ada wafer, makan sajalah daripada besok-besok tau-tau udah abis, kan sayang.
Maghribnya kakak saya pulang dari kerjanya yang seorang chef (apa deh bahasa saya ini).

"Dek, Minggu lo! Kamu sendiri kan yang bilang kalo mo dimakan hari ini"

"Oh iya yah?"

"Iya! Cepetan!"

Akhirnya saya buka itu tim-tam-nya. Sebelum saya buka, saya raba-raba dulu luarnya, supaya mengetahui dalamnya. Hadah apaan. Saya raba-raba, terasa ada delapan helai biskuit! Lalu saya buka, waow ternyata memang delapan ! Saya kira saya mengigau, ternyata saya pipis di celana (boong deng). Wiiih, yasudahlah saya mulai saja. Sebelumnya saya meminjam hp kakak saya dulu, mau divideoin, eh tapi disini ngga saya masukin videonya yah, males hahahahaha.

Tim-tam pertama sampai kedua setengah, lancar bak orang diare yang lagi poop. Begitu hendak menghabiskan yang ketiga, mulai mual.

"Minum dulu sanaaa.." kata si kakak

"Ngga ah, ntar aja, kalau udah yang ke-empat"

Habis yang ke-empat, saya ambil segelas air putih dari dispenser. Jadi gini, pertama saya ambil gelas dulu di dapur, kemudian saya menuju ke dispenser air yang pake air galon aqua, kemudian saya menekan tombol kran berwarna biru, cuuur, airnya keluar deh.. (ngga penting memang)

Agak lega setelah minum air, saya lanjutkan makan tim-tam yang kelima. Kakak saya mulai ngegangguin saya.

"Dek, itu putih-putih eek-nya burung camar loh"
"Coklat diluarnya tai cicak kali dek"
"Hooeekk.. Hoeekkk.."

Awalnya saya tidak terpengaruh, tapi nasi sudah sampai ke dubur, akhirnya saya terpengaruh juga.

"Mbak, kan ngga ada perjanjian pake ceng-cengan!"
"Lah, emang ngga ada kan :p"

Oh, iya juga yah, jadi kan terserah dia mau ngecengin juga haha saya bego sekali.

Tim-tam ke-enam, saya sudah mulai susah menelan, perut rasanya udah ngga muat, heuuh. Kakak saya semakin semangat ngegangguin saya.

"Mbak, aku sholat dulu yah!"

"Huuuu, giliran lagi gini aja kalo sholat langsung cepet!"

"Yee biarin :p"

"Yaudah cepetan!"

Saya menaruh tim-tam dan beranjak sholat.

"Loh maksudku cepetan diabisin ini tim-tamnyaaa!"

"Ngok. Kirain cepetan sholatnya -____-"

Saya lanjutkan makan. Entah kenapa saya tidak bisa berhenti tersenyum saat melakukan tantangan itu. Bodoh sekali, ini hubungan kakak-adik yang ngga jelas. Ckckck

Tim-tam yang ke-delapan. Saya sudah tidak kuat lagi.

"Mbak, mau muntah.."
"Hoeekk.."
"Aduh, ini tim-tamnya sampe disini.. *menunjuk ke leher*"
"Mbak, aku ganti setengahnya aja yah, 3000 gitu"
"FUAAAAHHH!KAMU BISA DAMAR!" saya menyemangati diri saya sendiri.

Yak! Gigitan terakhir. Kunyah-kunyah-kunyah. Susah-susah-susah ditelan.

dan pada akhirnyaaaaa

YIEHEEEE! SAYA BERHASIIIIIILLLL!

Namun sungguh, saya mual sekali.

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Monday, February 8, 2010

i want my bedroom like this

how is your bedroom? i would love to have a bedroom like this :)
it's great, isn't it?
my actual bedroom : [link]
pssst i rarely use my own bedroom. why? i find myself not comfortable sleeping there, i don't know why. so i only use my bedroom for storing clothes and books.


looks really comfortable

bed available at : etsy

Friday, February 5, 2010

my friends are nice :)

they gave me gifts :
1. Dani Ahmad Ramdan aka Beben Agio


i do look chubbier, right?

2. Haris Auliya Rohman aka Shakoda


the color are sooo relaxing :)


i love the detail

3. Eki Muhamad Rizki aka Brownez-Koekoez


simply simple but nice

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Welcome 18 !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

Let's make some REMARKABLE ACHIEVEMENTS this year

i love you, Allah :)

Salam Cuek Selalu, damarakhma
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