Sunday, February 21, 2010

i have to stop this

I'm a procrastinator. I postpone everything. Assignment from school, college, people's requests, everything. I don't know why, but i like doing that assignment near to the deadline. When I was in highschool, I used to do my assignment the night before that work have to be submitted. I know, that's not a good habit, but it feels, mmm, I don't know what it is, the thing is i like when i my adrenaline boosts. My mom and my sister said, 'you don't sleep because you doing the assignment, right? you have to submit it tomorrow, eh? i see you just relaxing and playing, why don't you do it days before? how if the lights off or our printer out of ink?'. It sucks. But I know they're right.

I realize that procrastinate is not a good thing. I want to change. Well, honestly, I've tried to change my lifestyle, but it only work for like three days and I just stick back to my habit. Sometimes I think it really horrifying to live life like this, always delay everything, you know what, I even delay don't do the prayer. What a shame :(

I don't know when God will take away my life
,but why I still ignore God?

I'm moslem. I don't wear hijab (I seriously don't know when will i wear it for ever). I seldom do the prayer. There's totally something wrong with me. This is disease. I have to get rid of this disease. I surely don't want to go to the place called hell. BIG NO! Unfortunately, everytime i think of leaving my procrastinating habit, i always think, 'Ok, I'll start tomorrow'. Miserable.

3 comments:

  1. well then, every people seems have the same problem to deal with. me too used to delay anything, including to pray. it's so messy to life that way.

    way to go, get a better life :)
    good luck.

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  2. hei seorang muslim tidak ditentukan dari jilbabnya( sesuatu, bahasa, apalah,. )
    harus dari hati dulu yg dijilbab i,. dan tau apa kegunaan apa itu jilbab,. kalo nggak,. bosan atau krn apa pasti dilepas lagi *dalami dulu apa itu islam*

    lihat disekitarmu sekeliling mu mereka knapa? lihat dirimu dr sisi mereka .,lihat orang tuamu,. beruntung jika mereka masih ada apakah sudah waktunya membalas jasa mereka ,maka bahagiakanlah
    bersikaplah tenang , hindari yg negatif ,ikuti alur hidupmu .
    mari berpikir inilah hidup ada yg begini ada yang begitu,. semua saling berkaitan
    jgn berburuk sangka terhadap apa yg terjadi dan belum
    krn ini belum akhir segalanya :))

    segera mulai dan ucaplah bismillah
    semoga dibri kemudahan apa yg diarah dan diraih
    *anggap sebuah saran*

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  3. @bhakti : thanks :)

    haha maksud saya dari kalimat hijab itu adalah : saya sudah tahu bahwa saya memiliki kewajiban yang harus dilaksanakan, tapi kenapa saya masih belum melakukan, jadi tidak semata-mata literally begitu.

    well, terimakasih sarannya :)

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